Speaking my mind

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confused mind is a devils workshop

got lot of things to do ..projects are waiting to start….

but something keeps me wait to work which is the worst part of me…

its decided now..here forth… i will try to write on topics which are in need of the hour….

had a good tuesday night…

there were lot of confusions about schools and about few relationship issues…

but happily got back the momentum i lost…  got back the love i lost tooo….

schools… decided on that… going to continue with them…

they have given me lot of strength and encouragement.. loosing them i will become obsolete and dumb

so decided on that…

schools have became a confusion…

sad but true, i am not interested any more… i dont call that laziness…

now its time that  i work effectively… but Mani School has invited me … avila is in cards

already nt going to subbiaha

LFC dont know….

not clear with schools… never i went to schools for monetary cause.. thats the problem now…

i need to decide.. and decision should be sooner… got two big works to complete… lets c…

schools are in confusion… and me toooo

those 6 minutes and 56 seconds…

i felt like a child… i was completely dominated for one another time…

i was replying to her.. i was just answering.. OMG its amazing… the feel u cant explain in words…

after talking to her discussed  with gayu akka and reena and decided to take the back seat and let her take the lead role…

not going to judge .. not going to show my idiotic brain in analysis… just going to take life as it comes….

will listen to her… hmm getting the feel of love….

but honestly not yet felt the love….

i’m not going to use the word “love u” as simple as i use with others….

will use once i really start missing her..start loving her…

thanks to god… for making mankind with all these feelings….

wht she spoked… (in summary)

dont u identify me, i was the one who chatted with you, y u r afraid of me, am i a booth or rakahsh or devil… i cant understand… papa left the cell n went that y i called.. hmm got to talk na.. brother is sitting in the computer..do u read quran.. u need to read daily… before i come.. u learn it, do u read mangalize… i read.. OK dont worry.. i will teach u after i come there… do u know stories of nabhi… its good to hear that before u sleep.. we will discuss those stories at night while we got to sleep… this is papas number.. good.. i will call from DOT.. u tel me in email, i will call, then dont u have full time maid at ur home.. have one… ohh so everyone has to do their job..papa came.. bye”

as i typed it i receive the second call… its good… but the excitement and anticipation spoils  work.. so decided to talk at a specific time daily..

ok imthuu bye take care…

some time… mind says enough is enough.. and even body is not cooperating to be patient for hours…

but sometimes.. mind say carry on…as its this which has given me lot of support and people… moreover this job has given a reason to live…

dilemma continues…